Im afraid I have this diseas called bilimea.?!
Question: Im afraid I have this diseas called bilimea..?
I know I do.
Ive dropped hints at my friends
and ive been obvious to it
they dont take what i say seriously
and at times have told me Im doing this for attention
I swore to them all Id never do it again
But for the past 4 months Ive secretly been doing it
I think if they cared
they would notice it.
my smiles arent real
and I look sick.
I dont want to get better
But I do because Im afraid of dying
I want to tell my parents
but I dont know how
cus weve talked about this stuff before
and they would think It was all in my head if i told them
Im sick of being this way
its just I dont want help
I NEED it.
any ideas.? honestly.
and please dont tell me im crazy
or anything offensive like that.Health Question & Answer
Ive dropped hints at my friends
and ive been obvious to it
they dont take what i say seriously
and at times have told me Im doing this for attention
I swore to them all Id never do it again
But for the past 4 months Ive secretly been doing it
I think if they cared
they would notice it.
my smiles arent real
and I look sick.
I dont want to get better
But I do because Im afraid of dying
I want to tell my parents
but I dont know how
cus weve talked about this stuff before
and they would think It was all in my head if i told them
Im sick of being this way
its just I dont want help
I NEED it.
any ideas.? honestly.
and please dont tell me im crazy
or anything offensive like that.Health Question & Answer
Answers:
You're kinda in the same situation where I once was. See, I used to cut myself a while ago because I needed a painful way to shock me out of my overwhelming emotions. My friends knew about it, they all said the same thing, that I was doing if for attention. I too, was afraid of dying but I made sure not to cut to deep, and to keep things sterilized. I never talked about it with my mom before. But one day when things got really bad, I seriously hurt myself, my mom saw the healing scars and thought I was crazy. Its best you just tell them, there are cases where some parents send you to rehabs or programs. Luckily for me, all I got was a shrink.
I'm better, I've stopped cutting for about two years now.Health Question & Answer
I'm better, I've stopped cutting for about two years now.Health Question & Answer
If with this you are looking at bulimia (the eating disorder) then the first thing you need to do is tell your parents. Sit them down and talk about it, it may be hard but this is critical to your health. Then get them to make you an appointment with your doctor and discuss your treatment plan, get everything in order and try to follow it as strictly as you can. The trick is to handle this quickly as it can quickly take over years of your life. A good friend of mine suffered from Anorexia for 2.5 years and had a good number of horror stories. Just get started and soon.Health Question & Answer
sound like you should get treatmentHealth Question & Answer
I honestly don't think you are dying. I think you will eventually grow out of the binge/purge cycle, however you have an eating disorder and that will be with you forever. It's a mental illness that you are born with. You must learn to cope with it. Talk to your guidance counselor or a teacher you trust at school if you can't trust your parents. He/She will point you in the right direction. Don't talk to your friends about it. They may think you are just looking for attention and won't take you seriously.
I had bulimia for years and finally told my mom and she didn't believe me and said some nasty things about it. Trust your gut. If you don't think your parents will understand, go to someone (adult) who will.Health Question & Answer
I had bulimia for years and finally told my mom and she didn't believe me and said some nasty things about it. Trust your gut. If you don't think your parents will understand, go to someone (adult) who will.Health Question & Answer